once upon a time.

once upon a time, i dated this amazing girl. she was the most wonderful person, i've met. 

wholesome. smart. and caring.

i was young. and immature. i did not know what i had.

it was the happiest time in my life.

but i gave it away. i broke her heart.

and after two years. i still regret my immaturity.

i regret my decision to break up.

i thought i could find someone better.

but now i realize that there is no one better.

she was the love of my life.

she was the one.

now i look back. now i regret.

i miss u. 

i now realize that i did not deserve u.

i now realize that i did a terrible thing in breaking ur heart. 

over the telephone. my words must have struck u with such a force.

i m sorry.

i think that's the only thing i can say now.

i gave up a keeper. and i deserve the pain and suffering that i m feeling now.

good bye. be happy.

good bye. my love.